If I'm being honest, it's a dip.

I'm sorry to be a negativity mosquito over here, but if I'm honest....

I struggle to get out of my room, daily.

I'm always late to appointments, not because I want to be, but because I take 30 minutes to choose an outfit, I look at myself in the mirror, and decide that it doesn't look good enough,

so I wear the same outfits over and over again, (spaced out, of course)

The key is to blend in.

Hence, a good outfit is out of the option.

Sweatpants and a hoodie helps to remain beneath the radar, to stay unnoticed.

I have fallen for someone, and currently trying to stand up again.

I think so much, yet,

I don't think at all.

I have numbed it all, yet,

I feel everything,

while trying to avoid it all.

Yet, for some reason,

I can imagine it,

I know God holds my hand,

I know He walks with me every step of the way.

I know He is close, right by me.

He has promised to never leave you nor forsake you.

A pastor said it so well...

Anxiety, insecurity and fear are loud, they shout, they scream in your mind.

Yet, God whispers.

Why?

Because He is close.

I will be alright, and so will you. It's a process, but we'll get there.

DM the Community of YANA Instagram page if you ever need someone to talk to, or to have a little chat.

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."- Joshua 1 verse 9

Sending lots of love

You Are Never Alone